Sigh. Reinstalling Anaconda on my lappy because it just crashed somehow…<\/p>\n
That means I would need to re-make all my spyder environments… Sigh…<\/p>\n
Anyway. On the messydesk YouTube front. Nothing is happening. Still. I don’t know… I need some time to rebuild… I need more space. Like literally, physical space. I hate that I have so much stuff, but not enough space to store them. I hate that I have so many unopened packages, some from last year even… That I want to open on camera, but just couldn’t, haven’t, get around to. There is so much that I would like to do, but also no time, no energy, no motivation… And no space.<\/p>\n
I have been getting better about using my offwork time though. More me time. Been getting out of the house. Doing some exercise… Lord knows I need to move more and get in a better physical shape so that I’m at least NOT panting by the time I get up a single flight of stairs…<\/p>\n
And I’ve been doing a new coding\/digital art project. So far only been doing the coding part that is… That’s the fast part of course. The art is the more tedious, time consuming part. Yes. It’s generative art and yes, I will sell them as NFTs. Whether they will really sell, I don’t know. But those who know me personally would probably know that trying to find another line of income, or another career, has been a long time thing of mine. That’s why I tried the whole YouTube thing right? And if you look at my account, it’s a REALLY OLD account, so no, that was NOT my first attempt at YouTube. Of course, I didn’t stick to it the last time round, and it seems like I’m not sticking to it this time round either. I really don’t want to give it up though. I will get back to making videos before then end of the year, I promise. But for now… Now that I actually have the motivation to… I want to focus on my physical health for a bit. Get in those exercise which I’ve not done in years… Slowly toil away at the NFT sale… And continue to start getting creative.<\/p>\n
I’ve been writing a lot of letters to my penpals recently. Only 1 letter in my inbox that arrived just a few days ago… That’s a far cry from the nearly 20 letters I had previously… So that’s definitely a good start in the right direction.<\/p>\n
I get urges to make *something*. But my table is so messy that I don’t freaking have the space to do ANYTHING. Still struggling to change that. But I’m trying… And I will have to make it happen because I want to be able to just pick up on my art wherever I left it, whenever I want to. Like just for 30mins on a weekday night even. Because let’s face it. We are all busy people. We’re not gonna find a full 4-6 hours to get something done in one sitting… And 4-6 hours might not even be enough for what you’re doing…<\/p>\n
Alright. Anaconda has finished installing… Time to make a new environment and set up all that stuff again. *sigh*<\/p>\n
Yeah I’ve been watching a lot of NerdECrafter videos… Everything I sign I imagine the words ‘salt’ coming out of my mouse…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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