Yeah. I totally dropped the ball on YouTube and even blogging here, I know. It’s partly one of those things, where you stop and can’t start again…
I’m not sure why or what happened either, can’t quite put a finger to it. But I guess that’s the case with mental health issues. I was just unable to do anything productive outside of work… Weekends just felt that they were never enough, but at the same time they were not spent productively….
I’m feeling much better now. Took me two weeks to edit last week’s video, but edit it and upload it I did. Now working on today’s video since yesterday was spent cubing…
Yeah, this does not bode well for a YouTuber career… But yeah…. As much as I love content… I guess I don’t love it enough (at least not yet) to be able to push through everything and do it really consistently. That said, stamina (or the lack thereof) has ALWAYS been my weakness, regardless of whatever I do. And it was also my greatest worry coming into this YouTube video making project. (Still, WAYY too early tow orry about this at the moment, so yeah, whatever.)
I’ve pretty much exhausted my pre-recorded videos, and I really need to record a lot more stuff now. Thankfully Monday AND Tuesday are both public holidays. Hurrah for the mega long weekend. I *need* to get a bunch of recording (and editing) done then.
Not just need, I really *want* to. I have new supplies, lots of cool stuff… But I want to do unboxing on camera and… Yeah. So I need this table packed and ready for filming… Gotta find out how to set up my new microphone… Yeah lots of stuff to be done to get back in business.
Really looking forward to be playing with all my fancy stuff again. Also really gald for the new mike. I tested it out briefly and it worked wonders. No wind noise even though my fan was blasting at me. With the weather these days, I REALLY need the fan on or I’ll start dripping sweat in 5 mins.
Ok, I’ll end this post here. Gonna grab some lunch and continue editing the video…