It’s been a while since I posted… I’ve had a lot more to write over on my cubing blog for sure. I just haven’t had the time or been in the mood to write or draw lately, and I kinda hate myself for it. I want to draw but yet at the same time, couldn’t. I did write some last week and the week before. But mostly I’ve been too tired. And I’ve been staring at the screen so much at work that my eyes are going haywire. Heck. Spent about 3 hours writing some posts over at twistyrubiks and now my eyes are shot, again. It’s that weird stage where like… My eyes can’t seem to focus on anything. I wonder if that’s how it’s like to get astig. But mine does go away when my eyes are more rested.
Honestly I thought that this week I’ll just be relaxing away with no worries… But nope, life had other plans and I was left scrambling to finish stuff up on Friday. My colleague probably worked yesterday and today too… I really should check on the status of stuff later too ><…
I have so many new supplies, some of which I’ve unboxed without filming videos, some I filmed but that’s it. Not started editing or anything. Sigh. I could really use an editor, but at the same time, with so little videos I’m filming? Yes I can totally do it myself, but I’ve also been too exhausted mentally to do it. I should get back to it soon… I did buy hobonichi stuff for next year and I am getting the delivery next week… So I should totally make a video for it. But also… So much stuff happening with work right now… And also with my future plans… It’s a huge cloud hanging over my head that I can’t get out of. I’d feel a lot better if at least the work stuff was settled. Which we thought it was on Tuesday but alas. Sigh. So yeah. This is just a post checking in to say, I’m alive, and I’m ok, but also not free/ok enough to have time for ‘extra curricular activities’ like video editing. Yeah I’m definitely not becoming a full time YouTuber at this rate… But I do still value my mental health more so it is what it is.
That’s it for this post. Maybe I’ll have better news to bring next time!